Sunday, June 28, 2015
opinions
opinion...
quite a small word
yet carries much emotion
some emotions healthy
others not so much
and what happens when
one heart so set on an opinion
crushes the heart holding an opinion
different?
and really, does it not come down to this...
my opinion
your opinion
are not all that
important
Jesus did not spend a lot of
time discussing opinions
rather I read and hear and see
love.
love spoken.
love touched.
love breathed.
love spilling over.
love sacrificed.
love bleeding.
that blood so red
washes opinions away
that blood so crimson
leaves no room for criticism
leaves no room for judgement
leaves no room for condemnation
for are we not all as sinful as the other?
and does not Jesus weep
when His own attack?
does His heart not break
when hatred spills over
rather than love?
He came a Rose...
a bud so fresh
each petal unfolding toward the Light
He walked and talked and lived and loved
and as those petals fell
they were trampled
they were crushed
all for you
all for me
our own tears falling
our own knees bowing
our own hands raised
in worship
our own arms embracing
those we deem most
unworthy of our love
all this but a small sacrifice
of thanks to the One who loved us first
this heart must love.
nothing more.
nothing less.
Friday, June 26, 2015
pray with boldness
"We do not make requests of You
because we are righteous, but because
of Your great mercy. Lord, listen!
Lord, forgive!
Lord, hear and act!
For Your sake, my God,
do not delay, because Your
city and Your people bear
Your Name."
Daniel 9:18-19
this heart is learning...
prayer is alive
prayer is active
this heart's
prayers must be
courageous
constant
focused
bold
for He answers
always
and if I pray
in timidity
am I not saying
something about
the One to whom I pray?
and if I pray for the impossible
yet deep within this heart do not believe
am I not saying something about the One
who moves mountains with but a word?
once this heart realized
the depth of His promises
the assurance of His listening
the desire of His heart to bless
prayer forever changed
for how can I not be taken deeper?
how can I not be taken higher?
how can this heart not beat faster in
anticipation of miracles yet to come?
He promises. I believe.
will the outcome look always
as I long for it to look?
will the timing of an answer
be always as I long for
it to be?
and can an answer of 'no'
actually be a direct answer of 'yes'
for does He not know all and see all and hold all?
and if I were to write the story
as I see fit
would not disaster ensue?
and in all reality
can an answer be bad
if the One who answers is
nothing but good?
this is not to say that minds will not question
that hearts will not break
that tears will not flow
for pain can pierce
the soul
the body
the heart
healing can take place
in the realm of the spiritual
rather than the realm of the physical
this I know first hand
for 18 days of thousands upon thousands
of prayers and pray-ers did not result in the
physical healing of the father of my children
yet who am I to say those prayers went unanswered?
no. they were indeed answered.
just not in the way we wanted
and in a way I and many
still cannot fully understand
yet
he has
danced
and laughed
and climbed
every mountain
in heaven for over
8 years now
and every tear that fell
and every tear that still falls
He collects and holds in
a bottle so precious
that is the depth of His love
so this heart will pray as never before
circling people and circumstances
with pray trusting and bold
to the One who holds
every heart beating today
every heart which ever did beat
every heart which ever will beat
and thank Him for each answer
worshiping and praising
for He is good
and He is enough
Monday, June 22, 2015
just. be. calm.
but Moses told the people
"don't be afraid...just stand still
and watch the LORD rescue you today
the Egyptians you see today will never be
seen again...the LORD Himself will fight for you
...just stay calm"
just.
stay.
calm.
oh how my heart needs
these three small words
some days are just
that way...
the wait is longer
the silence is quieter
the emptiness emptier
the loneliness lonelier
courage?
peace?
joy?
just. stay. calm.
my mind starts
worrying
planning
figuring
fixing
what?
when?
where?
how?
just.
stay.
calm.
He promises to fight
for me...
do I believe?
He says to stand still...
and that includes
my mind
He says "watch Me
rescue you"
He doesn't ask
for help
when I leave the center of
His heart
His arms
His plan
His love
am I not saying
that He is not
enough?
am I not saying
that He is God but...
this stretch
this season
this heart
struggles
yet to struggle
is to feel
to feel is
to be alive
to be alive
is to live
He welcomes my fears
He welcomes my doubts
He welcomes my questions
He welcomes my heart
and this heart He
will hold
always
and forever.
just. be. calm.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
the colors stunning of His love
days exist when the heart simply needs to
be reminded of a love
incomprehensible
indescribable
and as the seeker seeks
Abba responds...
"My beloved,
your mind tries to
understand the depth of
My love for you
but in all reality
you do not
you cannot
understand
for you are locked into the
time and space into which
I created and formed you
you know the ocean is deep
you know waves crash ceaselessly
you know the outer limits of
space are far away
yet even this knowledge
can give you but a glimpse
so minuscule
into the reality of reality
how deep is deep?
why do waves crash?
how do the galaxies
which I created containing
stars numbering beyond numbers
each one placed by My hand...
how does it all stay in place...in orbit?
how does the underground
spring bubbling to the surface
never run dry?
how is a baby formed
in the still of darkness?
how does a raindrop
and a sundrop
collide with precision
to form a rainbow stunning
stretching across time and space?
only I know, My child
when you add all these
mysteries and more
multiplied by
tens of thousands
the product
still does not
begin to measure
the depths of My love
you look around at a world
seemingly falling apart...
nation against nation
people against people
race against race
and all seems lost
oh but My child
the darker the backdrop
the more stunning
the colors of
My love!
nothing can change
the parameter
the height
the depth
the width
the very essence of My love!
that which humanity means for evil
I will use for good!
so do not be discouraged
do not be afraid
be the color of My love
so radiant
so vibrant
for how will they know My love
unless they see you loving with My love
...even the least lovable...
for you are
My love made
touchable"
be reminded of a love
incomprehensible
indescribable
and as the seeker seeks
Abba responds...
"My beloved,
your mind tries to
understand the depth of
My love for you
but in all reality
you do not
you cannot
understand
for you are locked into the
time and space into which
I created and formed you
you know waves crash ceaselessly
you know the outer limits of
space are far away
yet even this knowledge
can give you but a glimpse
so minuscule
into the reality of reality
how deep is deep?
why do waves crash?
how do the galaxies
which I created containing
stars numbering beyond numbers
each one placed by My hand...
how does it all stay in place...in orbit?
how does the underground
spring bubbling to the surface
never run dry?
how is a baby formed
in the still of darkness?
how does a raindrop
and a sundrop
collide with precision
to form a rainbow stunning
stretching across time and space?
only I know, My child
when you add all these
mysteries and more
multiplied by
tens of thousands
the product
still does not
begin to measure
the depths of My love
you look around at a world
seemingly falling apart...
nation against nation
people against people
race against race
and all seems lost
oh but My child
the darker the backdrop
the more stunning
the colors of
My love!
nothing can change
the parameter
the height
the depth
the width
the very essence of My love!
that which humanity means for evil
I will use for good!
so do not be discouraged
do not be afraid
be the color of My love
so radiant
so vibrant
for how will they know My love
unless they see you loving with My love
...even the least lovable...
for you are
My love made
touchable"
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